A relationship

Sometimes  we may believe we are having a relationship with someone,maybe a friendship or love  affair.As time passes one or other party may become more and more critical of the other.This may possibly  be for good reason.Or what at first one person saw as ideal.wonderful,perfection in the other is revealed [or not] to have been a fantasy.On the gap between the real and the ideal being noticed complaints are made  and  anger or rage  is felt.

If people can tolerate the painful gap between the real and the ideal then a true relationship may develop.More likely the idealizing partner will break off and seek perfection elsewhere in a new person. In truth there never was a real relationship.One person was simply caught up in the other’s fantasy life.In the real world no-one is entirely good,perfect or our dream lover.This illusion is very painful to give up.

.Easier to believe that one day we will meet Prince  or Princes Charming.. our other half  We are like almost blind people wandering around just seeing bits of the other.We have our own world but is it a shared one?After all we are all human beings and we do share existential loneliness and even dread.Hunting for someone to fit a pattern in our mind means we are not living in shared reality…it’s too painful.

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About Katherine

I like poetry and history, literature and music.
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